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hey yall. i decided to get a new livejournal, this one was getting a little olddd..the name is
www.livejournal.com/users/impulse_love/
so hope yall enjoy, sorry for any inconvienience. :) i love you all <3
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[23 Feb 2005|09:27pm] |
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hey guys. sorry about that last entry...it was kinda "sketch". (certain people will get that, dont worry about it if youre not one) but anyways, today was a good day...
1st-dance...always bad, but easy, so it was okay.
2nd-math, free period, mr robinson isnt back yet.
3rd-study skills, always a free period...but we got a new teacher :(
4th-english...fun, but ehh. idk. it wasnt bad.
then home, only to leave again to go to lauras game at middlecreek. (didnt really watch, more like went to christis house, it was fun) carlee almost pulled out her tooth.
then dad was being extremely gay, and wouldnt let me ride to church with christi??? whatever, so got to church late and ate dinner in like a second. :-/ bleh.
then went upstairs to skip service with jay and christi. WHATSUP BABY GIRL?!? lol, jay is almost the funniest person i know. and hes going to wingate next year, im going to have to say ill miss him on wednesday nights just as someone to liven up the class a little. it was getting pretty dull...not to say i dont love addie, kayla, heather, and all them, but...theyre just not that lively. lol-random tangent.
well, i gotta go do my Cod questions now, i have like 4 chapters, and ive done NONE. whoops. haha later lovers. <3
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[23 Feb 2005|06:53am] |
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i found out something last night...it kinda made me mad. i didnt know what to say. it was about the most awkward moment ive ever had. all i can say about it is that, its nice to know youre loved. :). really it is. but what hurts is not knowing if you can love back, and it hurts me, because ive been there...it is like a ripping pain. and theres nothing that person can do. i want to do something, but I CANT. and that makes me frustrated. i do wish i could say i did love you, but i just dont know. and i dont want to lie...this is a ton tougher than i thought it would be. wow.
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amazingly awesome, wonderful, glorious weekend. it was so uplifting and just what i needed, fun and seriousness. :) i love winterfest gatlinburggg! i have pics, but my rich text on this isnt working. so theyre here:
http://community.webshots.com/user/amykinnz/
so just like copy and paste that...and look at our pics. ;) theyre hot. :)
love yall. <33 im out, to bedddddddddd..like now or im sleeping on the floor. so tired.
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[18 Feb 2005|09:26am] |
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jill and heath, amanda and rob. the two couples i thought would be going out forever and just date until they got married, are both over. how can that happen. the girls are totally in love, but the guys just dont see it. theyre BLIND. i dont get it. but whatever, this weekend is going to be rockinggggggggggg! im soooooo exciteedddddddddd!!!! aahhh DUBYA EFFFFF OHHHH FIIIIVEEEE!!! and im packing the car and leaving in about 5 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. yes!
pics coming next entry of my awesomeeee weekend. ;) (itll be sunday at earliest) haha love you all!!! <33333
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[17 Feb 2005|11:30pm] |
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i cant get to sleep, tomorrow is DUBYA EFF OHH FIIIIVE! and i got a digital camera today, so maybe ill post some hott pics tomorrow morning...when i dont have to go to school!!!!! yesss
hope everyones weekend is going to be as awesome as mine! <333333333 love to my loves. :)
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[17 Feb 2005|06:50am] |
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hey yall. im excited because today is going to be rocking, and itll go by quickly because i was worried it wouldnt, the reasons why itll go by fast are:
a) i have dance first period, and all we do is slack off. but its tap. that could go by a little slow. i dont particularly like it...but thats okay.
b) my math teachers dad died (badd), so he wont be there, and we have a sub, people in that class are halarious, we just never get to talk, so today should be fun.
c) STUDY SKILLS. that class is so much funnnnnn. i love it. a lot. its soooooo funny, and the teacher is quitting so she doesnt really care what we do. its great!
d) i have english. that class is fun, and most likely we'll have more than a few O.C. commercials today, because the O.C. comes on tonight, and deany is OBSESSEDDDDDDDD haha, but its awesome.
AND i might get a digital cameraaaa!!!!
the only reason this day could go by slow (besides dance class) is that....WINTERFEST IS TOMORROWWWW!!!!! ahhhhhhhh! i am so freaking exciteddddd. i seriously cannot wait. missing school tomorrow to ride in a bus. with some of the best and funniest people on this planet. AHH. then getting there, and sharing a hotel room with my best friend christina carroll powell!! aahhh. its going to be a blast, and your moms being really nice to take the cot and let us sleep on the queen bed! haha
and, we have monday off of school!! so im hanging out with my best friend, dana clarkkk! how could this weekend possibly get any better!?!?!?!?! i really dont think it could. at all. :) I...AM....SO....FREAKING.....EXCITED....YOU.....DONT.......UNDERSTAND.........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
leave a comment if youre going to winterfest also! <33 love to my loves. :)
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Copy and paste this into your journal.
star everything that applies to you.
**01. I have my own cell phone.
**02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
**04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love vodka.
**08. I want to go to college.
**09. I can't live without lip gloss.
**10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
**15. I get annoyed easily.
**16. I eventually want kids.
**18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
**20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
*********23. I love taking pictures.
**24. I hate people who are fake.
**25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. my dreams are bizarre
27. One of my close guyfriends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
**30. I usually dress how I feel that day.
31. I love 'Sex and the City'!
33. I hate when people are late.
**34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter.
*(sort of)*36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
**38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I hate drama.
41. I am addicted to the O.C.
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
**************************44. I love the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
**46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
**50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
**52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
**53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I hate racist people. i strongly dislike them.
55. I hate my computer.
**56. I love guys that play the guitar.
**57. I state the obvious.
*(sometimes)*58. I'm a happy person.
*****59. I love to dance.
*(?)*61. I hate cleaning my room.
**62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
**63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I want to go to Greece.
**67. I don't like to study for tests.
******68. I love GOD.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a horrible sense of direction.
71. I love(d) high school.
**72. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
*****73. I'm a mamas girl.
**74. I love kisses.
**75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green eyes.
78. I love the Olsen Twins.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
**80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
**82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy.
84. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained.
85. I love my family.
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist.
**88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
***90. I am still a virgin.
**91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
**92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
**94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
***********95. I love pictures.
**96. I love music.
**97. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
*****98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
**100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
that was a little weird...some i wasnt too sure about. whatever, just copy and paste it into yours. (i copied from jenn) <3 love to my loves. :)
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[14 Feb 2005|11:21am] |
hey yall. im home sick today. it sucks so bad. i hate being sick, but most likely ill be at school tomorrow so its all good.
hillary/jill/anyone who knows a lot about livejournal: my rich text thing doesnt work...what am i supposed to do!?! well get back to me on that...thanks!<3
im really tired, and watching random shows on lifetime and TLC. woot woot, fun day.
well yesterday at church it was so funny, emily was there, but she sat with adam and her friend courtney, so me and will sat together by ourselves...if that makes sense. we didnt have the other members of our "people left at brooks" group. ooohhhh and it was so funny, these new people became members and they seem nice, so Mr. Ed Woodhouse introduced them, and he was like, yeah they used to go to the triangle church, and automatically me and will were like YESSSSS out loud. and we did the whole pulling arm in thing...nevermind, you had to be there, it was so funny.
congrats amanda for doing well in your competition!!!! and congrats to john too for geting 5th place in his wrestling...even if they only took the top 4 for states :( o well, hes coming to winterfest! I AM SO TERRIBLY EXCITEDDD!!! christi i am going to burst!!! and i think im getting a digital camera before we go, so we'll have to take tons of pictures!!!! yayyyyy
ill most likely update this later today, because im super duper bored. <33333
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OKAY, so i have nothing to really write about. except that this weekend im going to winterfest!!! im really excited!! me and christi are going to rock the staying up all night watching movies!!!!!! im so psyched. so totally psyched!
this weekend has been kinda fun, last night i went to prime time, and amanda was there, we had a huge catch phrase battle going onn! haha go team 1!!! good times. and go t-bone last street preacha! hahahahaha amanda. omgg.
what did everyone do for their weekends? how was prom at broughton?
<33 yall peice out. (hahaha lyman)
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this weekend is going to be kind of boring.
last night i went to brooks to babysit with laura, delsie, brittany, and bobbie. we babysat like 8 kids, and all of us got like $15. i thought it was kind of a good deal. i mean us 5 talked more than we played with the babies...:-/ whoops lol. o well, it was kind of a waste of a friday night, but it was okay. then i talked on the phone with mecklenburg, haha, and it was the first time in a while, like 2 weeks. and we talked for a while. and now im terribly tired bc i talked so late last night. also last night/this morning at like 3 AM graham came in from Norfolk Virginia. so he'll be here all weekend, fun i guess.
today, david has his bball tournament, and thats going to be fun being their cheerleader lol.i hope the coyotes win! uhh what else, oh yea. then tonight we have prime time at church...i hope thatll be fun...i think wills going to be there, woot woot. (not really) but christis at her g-mas house, and amandas at cheerleading, i think but she might be there. *shrug* then i dont know what this afternoon, hopefully the trio can do something. :) i miss them.
then tomorrow, church. thats all i have planned now. boring day. :) but its okay. i have hw.
<3333 call if you want, with my oh-so-busy weekend. haha
love yall.
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hey yall. this week has been sort of...blah. but im finally going to do this 10 person thing, just try to guess which one is you. sorry if youre not on here, its just the first 10 people that come to mind. :) ill do another one later, so that everyone can be on there. <3
1. you are my absolute best friend. and you have been since the 4th grade in ms watts class! haha do you remember that!?! laura lorna me and you. what a situation. LOL. well youve always and forever been there for me. ive known you since 1st grade in Ms. J's class!!! haha peter rabbit, you as the cat. funny times. your family is halarious, whenever im around them i dont stop laughing! :) your g-ma!! and her bling bling, i love it. we have so many inside jokes, and i could never name them all. youre the best ever!!!!
<3333 gangsta lovin. *kisses*
2. you are something else. i am so glad we are friends. i met you about umm 3 months ago, and it seems like ive known you forever, i can talk to you about anything, and you are MY advice giver. only two words can describe you and our friendship. and they are: YOU KNOW. (and you do.)<333333333333333333333333333333 333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
3. ive known you since you were born. practically. we werent really friends until about 5th grade, and since then weve been pretty much inseperable at church. idk weve had our moments, but mostly. :) youre so much fun to be around, and we have so much fun together, i cant wait for winterfest with you! we are going to rock that hotel!!! haha. we have so many inside jokes, and camp memories, i couldnt even begin to name them all. recently weve been fighting a ton more than usual, and i hope that our friendship will only continue to grow. :-D! <33 you.
4. hmm, i have technically been friends with you for the longest than anyone else on here. since kindergarden babayy! ms piper!!! hahaha. and ms sheets, and ms sebastian. then off to martin. *tears* great times, no joke. then FRANCE. what a wonderful experience, even if you had the absolute worst pen pal in the history of pen pals. :) it was still tons of fun. that picture of the trio. PRICELESS. hahahahahaha. now the trio is split up, at three totally different high schools. all that friendship, all those awesome times, down the drain, in the garbage, now to go to the back of the brain. :( i will never forget all the times we have laughed on the floor together, i will never forget the times we have cried together. you are one of my best friends. eye heart you. :)
5. you my girl are halarious. ive known you since about 2nd grade, and i remember thinking you were the coolest thing when the gym was built, you could stand in the corner and not fall off the ledge, i thought that was so cool. haha i think ive told you that before. you are amazing. when im with you i laugh my head off, except last weekend. that was a bummerrrrrr. well <3 you.
6. hmm i have known you for a long time, since i was like 7. but i dont really know you that well. we see each other ONCE a year, for a week. it is about the funnest week, and most looked forward to every year. it is sooo awesome. i cant wait until this yearr!!! i think you should come back home with us, so then you can chill with us for a while, then go back to maryland from Raleigh since you can drive and everything now. :) <33
7. youre a pretty cool guy. ive known you about the same as the above. after all yall are sibs. you kind of held off for a couple years, after all you were the only boy. but youve kind of opened up these past couple of years, with your pimp chair and all. haha stealing my rainbows, pushing me into the bumper boats, and theres many more. lol. THAT BIKINI grossss. in my face. euww. haha but yea, weve had some awesome times, and i look forward to seeing you and your fam. all year every year!!! :)
8. you are officially in my best friends club. i think i have told you more random stuff than anyone else in the world. you know me inside and out, cover to cover. :) haha we dont see each other that much, and i havent seen you in a terribly long time, but your so funny and fun to talk to. cant wait to see you!
9. i met you about 2 months ago. that was an interesting night. and we didnt talk for about a month, but then we started talking, thanks to a girl you liked, and idk, some things have weird ways in beginning. but now were friends i guess. and talk sometimes, your a pretty cool kid, even if you cheer for carolina ;) hope we become good friends.
10. last but of course not least.- youre a pretty hott gal. and i think ive helped you through some of your pain over this year. its been a toughie for both of us. and lately i think ive brought you down with me, not helped much and im sorry for that. your situatuion is so difficult. and i dont know how to advise you. i wish i did, i truly do. but i love you if that counts for anything. <333
okay. leave a comment with your guess of which one you are! <3333 i love yall.
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post anything about me. you can do it under your livejournal name, or anomously. THIS IS THE ONE TIME I WILL ALLOW ANONOMOUS COMMENTS WITHOUT GREIF so yall should take advantage lol.
comment about a memory, something you hate about me, something you like about me. just a random comment whatever. i would prefer memories, and multiple comments, haha. just anything. i want to know what comes to mind when you think of me. this also gives a chance to all those that have nothing to do with what i talk about in my livejournal to leave a comment and let me know that you read.
whatever. JUST LEAVE A COMMENT ABOUT ME, A MEMORY, A HATE, OR A LIKE.
<33 love yalls. (the plural of yall-i know its not proper, i just felt like it)
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hey yall. i really have nothing to say, but i wanted to update. so this weekend was kind of boring, all i really did was go to christis house, and that got ruined by a certain someone coughrobertcough. but whatever, we had fun. so anything special happen to anyone else? if anything cool or funny happened to you, leave a comment. you dont have to tell about it, you can just leave a comment.
ooh, AND if you were happy about the superbowl results, then leave a comment, you can also leave one if you were unhappy. (i didnt know who to cheer for, but i kinda wanted the eagles to win, because the patriots have had their turn-twice.)
so im going to school now. the time on this thing is messed up. its about 7:15.
<33 yall.
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[06 Feb 2005|07:20pm] |
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so im really bored. my dad wont let me go to charlottes, after twice telling me i could. so im doing that 10 person thing. it wastes time.
1. youre really coool...
i dont feel like doing this. im in too bad of a mood to tell people good things. i hate my family. they suck the fun out of everything. superbowl sundays suck
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this weekend was a little ehh.
robert broke up with amanda. so we called and left him about 5 messages. he called me back on my phone, and we talked for a while, then him and amanda talked, and that put her in a terrible mood. (THANKS A BUNCH ROB.) so she went to bed at about 7:30-8 ish. :-/
then me and christi were bummed and had nothing to do. so we were going to watch grese, but we watched AFV then 2 straight hours of desperate housewives. it was fun, but we were also babysitting this whole time. um not doing to good of a job, but the kids were pretty much in bed. then we went back into christis room, and got yelled at by amanda for being too loud. HAHAHA. then we went to bed after bad mouthing rob some more, haha.
that was my day. and now im going to charlottes house to watch the superbowl. excitinggg!!!
<3 yall. <3
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i wish i didnt go to broughton.
i wish i had more friends at broughton.
i wish i had a boyfriend.
i wish i went to enloe.
i wish i could hang out with DANA MARIA!!!
i wish i could hang out with the trio everyday again. :(
i wish this world had less fighting.
i wish democrats would give it up, they lost.
i wish our church had more leaders.
i wish i didnt get in fights with my best friends.
i wish i could talk to my "long distance buddies" more often (hillary<3)
i wish i had less homework.
i wish i wasnt in Mr. Robinson's honors geometry.
i wish i still went to martin with all my friends from last year, as a high schooler.
there are a ton more, but i dont really feel like racking my brain right now. :) just felt like doing that :-/ idk why. its kinda boring and random. whateverr. <333
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hmm. amanda and robert are over, done, finished. i cant beleive it. i guess i will find out more about this tomorrow night, but i want to know how, and why. their relationship has always been so pretty, and loving. i truly didnt think they would ever break up. ever. i am speachless. i never really knew their relationship that well, or either of them extremely well. i mean me and amanda are good friends, but i dont know a ton about her. and especially not rob. hes cool and all, but i never really took the time to get to know him. im going to shut up about this now, because yall reading should get the story from amanda or robert, not me.
anyways. i talked to hillary michelle sams on the phone for 2 hours tonight. she really is an amazing person, and i love her. she is so strong, even though lots of people ridicule her about random stuff. i dont know how she deals, i never could, but she stays calm and beautiful in the midst of turmoil. she is so awesome, and i love her to death. she is one of my best friends of all time, and i seriously have only "known" her for 3 months. i dont know how i got by without her before. she is truly amazing. when i get my licesce she will be the first long distance trip (sorry mclaughlin). i wish she lived in raleigh, and went to broughton, she would make it a whole lot more livable than it is now. but i guess its okay that she lives in concord because it makes it a ton more exciting to talk to her. :-* :-* *mwah* *mwah* iloveyouhillarymichellesamsmorethanyouwilleverknow,seriouosly. <3333333333333333333333333333333 only SHE knows. and she so deserves this, she has been more than a friend to me, a lifeline. and i feel like ive been inadequate, so heres my apoligies for that. i do truly love you. only you can know.
love to yall and yalls lovers (haha dora) <3 kisses.
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so today was an okay day, until lunch :-/ omg im so sorry charlie. i didnt mean to make her mad at you :( i still love you. hopefully it will all work out, and itll be okay.
so i have about NOTHING to do this weekend. it sucks. i wish someone was free so we could chill, but NO. :( whatever. this was a pointless entry, but i wanted to post. whateverr.
<33 if you want to do something this weekend, call me. :)
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okay, im not going to write about all the drama that i wrote about yesterday, because its totally not worth it. and it just causes MORE drama, so im not getting into any of that.
so today was okay:
1st- we were in dance, and it was fun because we kinda had a slack day, there was some girl sitting in on our class, so that was kinda weird.
2nd- then in geometry, ugh i hate that class. we had another regular day, but we had a take home test, and i got a 92 so thats pretty hot!
3rd- hahahaha i love this class. today was so much fun. study skills. what a joke class, that teacher does not care what we do, and we have some halarious people in there. i laugh throughout. :)
4th- oh man, usually english is kinda a drag, but today was fun, we turned in our projects, and like "played" the games and junk, then we WATCHED THE VIDEOS. oh man, ours was soo funny, and so was charlies. that was so much fun. i love the people in that class. it is always fun, DEAN oh man the OC. mr matkins loves us!
well that was my day, and then i went out to eat at Chuck'ems and watched the N.C. State vs carolina game. what a disappointment. but whatever, im to tired to go into detail now.
:( :( :(. carolina sucks. nc state is still better. <333
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